Sunday, August 28, 2005

wad a touch of the holy spirit...each and every word today realli spoke to me...i just felt as thou the word was like writing itself in the air for me to read and den highlighting itself in bold...i tink i m quite an emotional person even thou u ll never ever get me to admit or openly show it...i mean maybe its the the onset of having lit paper tml...but as i read...i get drawn into the story...if i can keep this state of mind...tml i ll realli flow out...

haha...i m like trying to induce some feelings or hatred if they ask me to write bout hooper...sympathetic if they ask bout kingshaw and i hav been stoning all day...thts wad it seems like but i m actually trying to imagine myself in the setting and how it realli feels...when i thought about the trees and breeze and the clouds...i just thought to myself...how beautiful is this earth...den i start to tink of Kingshaw as one hu was so pure and Hooper and Warings as all the darkness...

i cant help but think of Jesus Christ who was sent to die for our sins who suffered so much in this stained fifthy world...i m just to thankful...so renewed and so refreshed....

everytime i mingle about and just do my thing...its realli so nice to noe tht aside from ur parents n stuff....dere are ppl of ur generation tht care for u...tht u can look up to....n u can talk to as older brothers and sisters....or some u can just relate to....tht r not going to jack u or look at u like ur a freak from mars....its just so nice...i thank God for my cell...its realli this gui shu gan....i m so worried but wadever come out of my prelims...i tink i can praise God...for the life i lead today...if u told me it was going to turn out this good for me tht day i got my PSLE results...i would have brushed u off.... i just like to thank God for all thts happening in my life....

this person i was talking to on msn last night...uncertainty but yet warmness clouds me....my heart skips a beat...how i wish it will work out as i want it to be....

|cowpoo| 4:32 PM|

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